Everything is such a hassel. Everything is so much to live up to. Everyone is judged, weighed, and measured. There is nothing that I can say or do that can please everyone. I feel like there is no hope for anything or anyone. Whatever I try to do with my life has already been done. I have no real new edge, or thought that can be put into motion. I'm on this stupid race track where I just keep running in circles. Change is constant and that is the only thing that I can count on....how sad is that? I'm just sick of everything. I want to just live my life and I have no idea how to do that......