Inside My Mind

 So this whole blogging thing is weird. I'm not sure how I feel about people seeing all about me. I have no idea if I will ever be comfortable with it. I mean I want to express myself in an artistic way, but I don't want to let the world see all of myself- I mean most couples don't even do that. So I'll just have to wait and see how this relationship goes...

What Next?

So I've been thinking alot about what I want to do with my life. I'm so confused. I want to do so many things that I just end up getting stuck in a rut. I want to be a writer, an artist, own a business, make a difference, be someone! I just need to narrow my scope on things and hope that I can pick one thing. I'll get there- I just don't know when or how yet...

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Nov

2008

Eric Fake

     Everything is such a hassel. Everything is so much to live up to. Everyone is judged, weighed, and measured. There is nothing that I can say or do that can please everyone. I feel like there is no hope for anything or anyone. Whatever I try to do with my life has already been done. I have no real new edge, or thought that can be put into motion. I'm on this stupid race track where I just keep running in circles. Change is constant and that is the only thing that I can count on....how sad is that? I'm just sick of everything. I want to just live my life and I have no idea how to do that......

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